Saturday, June 8, 2013

awake my soul...

today I took a prophetic journal class. a contemplative art journal, by aletheia Schmidt. I want to share with you what I learned, felt and loved about this time of art and prayer.
at first I was overwhelmed, since I can't even draw stick people. but as I looked at all her art and images in the journal, I was almost becoming emotional. each one speaks something different to everyone who sees and looks. it wasn't about the art. or if you can paint or draw. it was about the heart and what God was saying, doing, moving, the fluid motion of his presence in a reflective way, using creativity.

this is just the cover image from the journal. doesn't it just speak to you to come alive, awake or to seek deeper?
 
first we were challenged to find a image in the journal that was really speaking to us.
let me tell you, that was hard.
I kept seeing a new image and thought with each turn of the page. every image someone else picked, I wanted. until I found the tree. 'rooted' it was called. it seems to be a theme God is speaking to me.
 
What drew me to this image of the tree?
the tree - always a tree
so many parts speak
rooted and grounded
branch - I am a branch
branches produce fruit, leaves, shade, covering
 
the beauty of a tree, the color, the shape, the history
just the word rooted to me bring hope, healing and peace
future, grace and mercy
 
what did I notice about the color or texture of the image?
what caused me to stop and 'soak' in this painting,
what experience does the image of 'rooted' give me?
 
it's my life's journey
deeper
rooted to me means going deeper
 
rooted and grounded
what doe it feel like to be rooted deeply ? in the word?
in the Lord?
in His presence?
 
each leave full of life
swaying with the wind
always following the wind of the spirit
 
the whole tree system supported by the roots
what is not seen is so important
the hidden growth
the struggle to push down deeper and deeper
to go higher and higher
rooted deeply to go higher
 
also a conformation of my call to be rooted in the word
 
what is the feeling that I am noticing in me as I study the image ?
 
feelings of want
wanting to know more
wanting roots to go deep in me, from me
to feel the depths of the roots
 
excitement for what the roots produce
strong roots can hold many branches, leaves, storms
 
it roots are there, even though the stump looks dead, even at the scent of rain it will produce
 
take it back to God
Aletheia not challenged us to take all that we were thinking and feeling and give it back to God
create what you are feeling
 
so I wrote more
 
it scares me
and thrills me
wanting to go deeper
and wanting to be so rooted in Him
 
it makes me feel alive
 
I can feel myself go deeper, the word going deeper
 
it is almost like as the roots go deeper,
they push past or push through what is in the way.
 
roots never end or stop
they keep rooting
keep pushing dirt and debris out of the way
to go deeper
hmmm
 
removing what is in the way to be rooted
 
so  this was my morning.
amazing
creative
contemplative
growth
roots
 
thank you aletheia for sharing your gift
 
 
the awake my soul journal is available at: www.accordingtoaletheia.com

 

Thursday, June 6, 2013

random ramblings

Joshua 10 - ..he commanded the sun and the moon. sun stand still...., and moon, remain ....

the sun stalled in the sky for almost an entire day before it set.

before Joshua got to the sun stand still commanding prayer, he went though some pruning.

he had to deal with members of his tribe lying and keeping things causing deaths

then he let the 'gib' leaders lie, and he didn't check with God first.

my point is; learning a commanding prayer come from an obedient life

if pride comes before the fall, it also produces humility to stand in the presence of God to ask for the sun to stand still.


proverbs 8 - I love those who love me; those who search hard for me will find me

so is the opposite true? if I am not searching to find God, do I truly love him? or am I in love with the things he does? big difference.


John 16 - I am telling you this so that you may avoid the offences that are coming.

so there is a way to not be offended.

how?
how can I not be offended?

back up
back up to john 15
follow my example in obeying the father's command and receive his love
abide in me, let my words abide in you
the holy spirit is here to help you
I am sending him to you

we can live unoffended
so if we are living with being offended by every look, word or gesture...we might need to see where we are abiding...

just some randomness

Tuesday, June 4, 2013

on the edge

"now I am on the edge of complete and utter ruin in the midst of the community"
"I was in all evil in the midst of the congregation and assembly"
proverbs 5:14
why?
why are there so many on the edge of complete and utter ruin?
IN THE MIDST of community!!
that literally means, that in the midst of our church services, bible studies, worship nights, someone is sitting there in utter evil ruin.
WHY
why are we seeing so many youth and young adults cave to sin, walk away from God, give up on hope, and give in to ruin?
it's not like they are happier
I see them.
they are still miserable
WHERE ARE THEIR PARENTS?
where are their mentors?
where are the spiritual moms and dads.
why?
"I disregarded all the my teacher said to me I turned my ear away from my instructors"
"I have not obeyed the voice or inclined by ear to the teachers words"
I disregarded
I turned my ear away
proverbs 5:13
this should make you weep
I am
why would you disregard the teacher
why would you not incline your ear
what is being taught that makes you not want to listen?
WHERE ARE THE SPIRITUAL MOMS AND DADS
the end isn't good
" your life will end with groaning of remorse, of opportunities missed, and your flesh and bones will be eaten up with sorrow, regret for worthless efforts. then you will say why did I hate being taught"
proverbs 5:11-12
I miss my sons and daughters
I don't want you to end up groaning in remorse
eaten up with sorrow
regret
MOMS AND DADS
we need to get back to ministering to the next generation so that they know and love God as much as we do
its not about us telling them what to do
but about us showing them the revelation of Jesus
we need an eye opening revelation to see where in the midst of the congregation and assembly our younger generation is in utter ruin
are they sitting here dead? dying? lost? unnoticed?
 
"so my children, listen to me, do not stray from my advice"
proverbs 5:7
I am calling you back from the edge
stay focused
listen
give attention
Proverbs 5:1
I am calling you back to focus on Jesus
Listen to Jesus
give attention to what I have learned about life
I am calling you back from the edge
calling you out of the ruin
calling you home
we miss you
we need you
come back from the edge
 
 
 
 

Monday, June 3, 2013

lift up and prepare...

do all the ritual purification and prepare yourself because tomorrow the Eternal will show you wonders!
Joshua 3:5
set yourself apart for tomorrow...
sanctify yourself for tomorrow...
do you see a pattern?
how many times do we ask God for 'wonders', but never set ourselves apart?
what does that even mean?
to set yourself apart?
sanctify means to set apart or to be ready in body, soul and spirit.
 
set yourself apart in body, soul and spirit to see wonders.
 
set yourself apart and get ready..
 
we want the present (presence) without unwrapping the gift
 
again, how do we set apart, sanctify?
in the Hebrew it means to clean: ceremonially or morally
consecrate, dedicate, keep, prepare, proclaim.
 
let's put that back in the verse: clean yourself up ceremonially and morally, dedicate yourself, keep yourself, prepare yourself...
 
we always want the reward without the requirement
most promises of God are offered freely, but with that little catch that we so easily by-pass
 
you will have  peace....if you abide
I will bless you...if you keep my commands
I will give you the desire of your heart...if you seek me and keep my commands
 
see what I mean
 
set yourself apart...then tomorrow..
the verb of set apart actually means: to be holy, to treat as holy, to dedicate, to set apart as holy
 
set yourself apart and treat yourself as holy...wow
doesn't that make you just think of all the times you haven't treated yourself as holy?
 
He wants to show us wonders
great, difficult, wonderful, hard, hidden, things too high, miracles, something extraordinary or difficult
 
prepare dedicate, wash yourself morally, proclaim yourself and treat yourself as holy, because tomorrow God WILL show you the difficult, extraordinary, thing too high, the great and wonderful , the miracle.
 
is it possible we aren't seeing miracles because we don't treat ourselves as holy?
 
we cry out for the presence of God, sing really good songs about it, but have we really truly experienced, relationally or experientially the manifest presence of God?
because if we did, wouldn't we be changed?
wouldn't we look different? act different?
pray different?
 
we had an experience yesterday in the prayer room, where we prayed these verses, and then for about an hour, no one could pray, talk, read..it was like when you are in the presence of the holy one, there are no words needed, just a rest that washes over you..
 
Josh 3:6 goes on to tell us: take up the arc
take up the presence
 
is this how I begin my 'set my self apart' or treat yourself as holy? by taking up the presence?
this give me goosebumps just thinking about it.
 
take up: lift up, accept, advance, arise, bring forth, desire, fetch, to carry, marry, obtain, receive, stir up
 
take up, carry, lift up, stir up, marry the presence ..
 
can you imagine ...marry the presence
stir up the presence
advance the presence
bring forth the presence
 
is this the key?
take up, carry, lift up, stir up, marry the presence ..set your self apart, treat yourself as holy, dedicate yourself, keep, prepare, wash ceremonially and morally body, soul and spirit, for tomorrow I will show you wonders !
 
my prayer for you today is, that this burns in your spirit.
to marry the presence of God so that I can be set apart to see the thing that is too high for me.
 
to lift up the presence inside of me, and prepare so that tomorrow I will see the extraordinary, the hidden, the miracle
 
its time to lift up the standard of carrying the presence